in, and again OK you got the idea. I'm now sure this is HELL and it does not matter what I do it will not change. Now unless you were raised in a barn with no parental control then you must realize that sound can be heard. I have heard the "I CAN DO WHAT I WANT" one to many times and only ask is this how you were raised? If your parents told you that it was fine to make others unhappy then I'm sorry but you are going to have to go. Just paying rent does not afford you the right but it does heap the responsibility to be courteous of your neighbors. I am not going to leave and I have all the time God allows me to make those who make noise miserable. What gives me the right you may ask? I PAY RENT! TS

With all that was being said about another blog site the last few days I thought "take a visit" and see what all the fuss is about. Now I see, the visual stimulation is there but as for intelligence "HIGH SCHOOL" adolesance is all I could grab. Now before you jump on the soap box "THATS MY POINT OF VIEW".
As we grew in the education system from the begining pictures were a learning tool. As we matured the pictures were replaced with words and the image is visualized by memory. Now our next generation wants to confuse us into re-learning phase. If you can't separate words from images without getting a headache then you are behind the times. Now I ask, "is it neccesary" to have all this stimulation? Are not words enough to stimulate the mind? If I want art I go to a museum, to read I get a book. If I want both I read a magazine, they at least keep the two separate.
If you want to pierce your ears, nose, lips or whatever fine but can you leave how we communicate alone? TS

As I ponder lifes many mysteries, would I seem arrogant to point out what my thoughts are? As an American I thought it my right to do as long as I dont deny another his/hers. To be marked as someone who does not deserve equal opportunity as as those around me is maddning. What is it that qualifies another to limit my growth. My anger is justified as anyone would be at realizing the truth. My new moniker that displays the initials of my name can also be used in response. TOUGH SHIT I not only seek my truth I seek a universal truth. If anyone can say for sure that there is no predjudice in America than please speak up. The one I really like is "THAT's THE WAY IT IS" just deal with it is my best. Giving oneself permission out of arrogance is my favorite. How about one using the "THAT's THE WAY IT IS" reponse when reacting violently. In the search for truth there is no such thing as an individual truth. If what I state is not true please state so, I am an adult and have been against the wall before. TS

Yes I can kinda figger what happened to Lucy. She wrote to me in the begining that she does not like recieving private anything. She does not want to answer to her family why she gets private anything.
Now I don't think I sent but I'm sure I was guilty of a few infractions. Now if I was in any way a party to why you have left us please have CH and your family understand our loss if you go. TS

NYPD BLUE is one of my daily shows that help to pass the time. As you who are followers of my posts have known my quest to find my daughter. Today was again a repeat but they are far enough apart that I am not bored. It had a sideline story that a female detective had given her child up at birth and now had located her. This was the final scene of the show and three teenage girls are talking and she is in a car with in ear shot when her name is mentioned. Yes it is the same of my daughter and even though I had seen this before the name was a kick in the ribs. I ask what I have done to deserve this kind of torment and again silence. There is no answer and as I know this my heart still feels the hole left by years of not knowing. TS